Market Day Beneath North Bay Mountain

      Clouds have fallen again
      settling in the valley
      dampening cabbages and worn red barns.
      
      Uncle is talking of mortgages and crop loss.
      Auntie is staring into the chipped cup,
      her wind-blown face absorbing his words
      like the hail that fell last August.

      But I think only
      of the trip down the mountain.
      We always stop for ice-cream.

`              The road is narrow and potholes trip our words,
      forcing us into jarred laughter.
      We curve sharply into the village.
      Solid rock rises on the right
      as menacing as January.
      Two breaths to the left the cliff
      sheers downward into clear bay waters.

      The adults are deep in their bartering
      and whose barn roof needs fixing again.
      But I am free to dream
      of leaping into haystacks,
      chanting to soft-horned snails,
      and slipping my tongue over dripping ice-cream.

      Here  in this place
      where people
      chain their houses
      to the hillsides.

First Place  Category 2
FSPA State Contest 1991     
  
Lorraine Geiger
a collection of
prize-winning poems
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She Sleeps in a Three Poster Bed

She screams her mother up at six
demands a bowl of yellow number five
consumes it while swinging from the breakfast stool.

Socks are pulled onto flying feet.
Shoes; fireflies dancing in the half-lit room.
Tangled hair mimics the spaghetti in her lunch box.

Clinking off to preschool, her thermos rapping
against the plastic of her red-berry slurper,
her mind is a comet's tail, streaking the universe
creating anomalies akin to the big blast.
      
The car shivers down the road as her fingers press buttons.
She imagines the garage door going
up         down                 
              up         down.

Fourteen three-year-olds cease morning play        
as the fuchsia-suited squeal blips the room.  
Miss Frumpy absorbs the interruption
prepares the square on the blackboard.

Painting fingers shame Picasso.
They jaywalk on paper, easels, and Joshua's cringing eyebrows.  
Purples    tattoo the room.

Lunch is the Serengeti. Red
stains her lips as orange slurps across her cheeks
Dripping onto her white collar.        
Her meatball is on someone else's tray.

The car squirms its way home,
sighs up the driveway, locks its doors shut.                        
The house holds its breath, splutters as she enters.
                              
              Bath water escapes into the hallway.
              Wriggling towels muffle giggles.

                              The lullaby tape is turning, turning,
                                      soothing her mother to sleep.

Awards: 3rd Place Beta Sigma Phi 2006
Connection at Midnight

      Here in the stilted light of my room I watch
      my stilled shadow sitting jagged across the porch roof.
      The zagged patterns of your tire tracks
      Inch along the driveway toward the street,
      snow drifting across them at intervals,
      holding their secrets like dust on high moldings.

      Here in January  winter chills the staunchest wires
      sending them sparking across white,
      dancing their careless dance,
      daring your efforts to harness their perilous canter.
      
      The clock's hands are snow crystals encircling its face.
      Twirling and turning, cold minutes drift
      flake by flake piling high into hours.  

      The shadow on the porch roof moves in the hard silence
      then disappears across my window sill.

      I creep toward the bed and dim the lamp.
      The telephone rings. Your voice thaws the room
      curling it into the folds of the patched quilt.
      The clock ticks warm like the heart of the bear
      who nurses her cubs in heavy sleep.                        

      I watch the sill fill with snow, puffed high and rounding
      like the backs of bunnies hunched against winter.

      Closing my eyes, I listen for your footfall on starched steps,
      imagine your stiffened hands searching the warmth of our bed,
      knowing that reality is somewhere on a frozen pole,
      transformers buzzing, lights flickering on a darkened street.

      Finally, you drift into my slumber
      like the snows of midnight, melting
      like hot seconds on the rim of the clock.

2nd Place FSPA
Ultralite

Floating like a dragonfly under afternoon clouds
the long fabric wings of the ultralite bend upward
like the wooden arms of a puppet beneath a painted sky

It is your first flight around the perimeter of the lake
The small motor hums  urging blue wings higher
into simmering air  daring the ebb and flow of invisible currents
A nestling in early flight  the small plane rises and sinks
dips and turns  searching for steady air

Holding you up with short breaths  I watch from the shore
My shoulders sink with your dipping  rise with your lifting
The sun clouds my eyes as you brush the tallest pine
and I squint you into focus

You are well above the treetops now  turning at the lake's far end
Your passage is smooth and precisioned  like the flight of the condor
as he circles high above the bare rocks of the fissured crag
My shoulders relax for a moment   I watch your wingtips
rise and fall  rise and fall  in unison with my breath

Suddenly  the canvas wing
                       spills into itself
Aluminum framing
              folds into the fusilage
like the arm of the puppet
           whose strings have snapped
                                  You are plummiting wing first into the lake

There is no sound now
No hum of motor
No whirr of propeller
No rhythm for my breathing

Your plane is a limp jumble of blue skin and metal
From where I stand  I can see no movement except for the fading circles
rippling toward me pushing up the wrinkled surface of the lake
Even the clouds have quieted the sun

I search the wreckage from my lonely shore
But there are only shadows upon the water
They form silently into hollows and creases
blurring into my mind like fence posts in a cold fog

One of the shadows grows tall and splits like two arms reaching
Waving   waving   waving at me
Pulling back my breath
Giving me back my life                                               

1st Place  FSPA 2001

White Water Rafting on the New River Gorge

      This raft is a narrow cave.  
      I hide in its crevices.
      Around me the hills are still,
      watching through ringed eyes.          
      The river; a white-cat devil
      tormenting my bones.

      Yesterday I was content
      to sit in my chair
      contemplating bills,
      mole crickets,
      middle age.

                      Today I scream
                              "I will not settle
                      I am not ready."

      Foaming water
      slips her tongue
      under the churning raft
      curls over its sides
      to smack at my heels.

      Diligently
      I plow my oar into plummeting surf
      lifting, spinning, plunging into turbulence.

      Puma waves leap
      claw at my skin and hair
      secrete a surge of rapids
      snatch at my courage
      try to pull me in.

      I will not curl like the specked leaf
      drying in the last fringes of sun.
      Instead, let me swirl over high mountain ridges
      and follow rivers to their edges
      as they leap over stones
      and fall foaming on their feet.                       
      

      This river,
      like the ebb and flow of my days,
      bewilders me.
      I have climbed its arched back
      and slid down its spine.
      
      Again now, I hear its purring.
      For the moment I am its kitten.

      My grandchildren watch
      from plastic covered photos
      hidden deep in my backpack.
      They are August children
      They hold their summers
      tight in their nests,
      keep them long and perfect.

      I hold my oar full against the swell
              Shout to the river
                      "I am younger than you"
      feel the cold
      stalk my bones.

      Rolling now, rolling
      I witness eyes
      larger than muscadines
      faces in the mist
      sometimes clear
      sometimes blurred like old years.

      Yesterday,
      you spoke of retirement accounts
      and guided tours to Europe.
      I nodded
      watched as clouds
      shadowed the mail box
      changed the calendar
      from fields of Sweet William
      to pumpkins.

      Tonight
      we will sit close to the fire’s edge
      warm our tingling bones
      and curl into each other
      as we watch a light snow fall.
                                                                                                         
1st Place FSPA                      
Flight at The Top of the World

      We fly over desolate marshlands
      as a transient moon
      swims beneath our fragile wings.
      Drifting clouds swallow us incessantly
      each in turn
      spewing us back into the clear wilderness air.

      Far off in the blackness of the Northern sky
      an airport beacon flashes blue assurances.
      The tundra below seems oblivious to our humming motor
      and the meld of metal and minds that trails behind it.

      I can feel a thousand eyes watch from the marshes below.
      And always the moon
      slipping across the vacillating water
      then hiding itself in a rise of brush and wasteland.

      Isolated in this space
      where moon and earth devour inner strengths
      I feel I am at the mercy mechanical wings
      and unseen forces.
      And I sense the urgency
      in the blue light
      that beacons.


First Place Category 34
NFSPS National Contest 1991
                                    
A Father Remembers

Annie exploded into our lives like an early spring freeing its secrets
bringing a flush of color to the parchment of our days.
In her zest she would come to us with her secrets
spilling them into our pinched ears,
giggling half-truths and make-belief.

Annie loved secrets.  
She loved telling them, anticipating our sudden surprise.
At times she would hold her secrets in cupped hands,
tightly pressed to her lips, sometimes not giving them up for hours.

She sketched her spirit into everything.
Her suns, with yellow stick rays, smiled through crayoned eyes
as wide and blue as water reflecting a summer sky.
She brought life to the tall grasses
that swayed and bent as she leaped for sunstreams
that shred through branches like confetti.

Annie loved animals, from furry puppies in boxes
to arrogant alligators swimming across TV screens.
She painted them on easels and on crinkled paper
stroking them with pastel fingers, speaking to them in soft whispers,
filling their ears with secrets.
      
Annie loved her grandmother,
venturing bravely across miles of tight cities
and desperate landscapes, to spend days, a week, our lifetime.
She would carry her tiny red bag full of crayons and pictures
and secrets for Grandma.

I can feel her spirit even now, as I stand in the swaying grasses,
listening to the dirge of insects,
watching debris drift like confetti along the silent swamp.  
      
I feel I can hear her soft whisper spill into my soul
as men in wet suits search for remnants,
and for the shrouded secrets that lie somewhere
in a small black box.

First Place
FSPA Annual Contest